I should've said no because I wanted to stay,
I should've fought harder to have my way.
I didn't choose right when faced with the pressure,
Now I'm stuck with an eternal lecturer.
I don't know why I still feel this way.
I don't know why I didn't beg you to stay.
I wish I had tried a different path,
I could have avoided much of lifes angry wrath.
So much to say but it's too late
It is a thin line between love and hate.
And I feel it all over when I hear your voice
And I remember the day that I made that choice.
And I still want to cry as the memories tumble.
I see my world in your hands as it's starting to crumble.
But the past is just that, not much I can do.
If I say it enough it has to be true.
Oh, silly me, stupid me really.
And that's all.